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188. I miss you so.

2012-02-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hi empty.

If only i can turn back the time..
I will treasure you more.

HEARTS DB5K :)

2012-01-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

星象儀

2012-01-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

The moonlit night show its face, and the children’s voices disappear
You are somewhere in that distant, distant sky, aren’t you?
Do you remember the constellation we found
When we snuck out to this park at the end of summer?

Even if I can’t see you, I want to trace back over our memories and feel that same happiness
The fireworks burst open, with that scent

I want to go to where you are, I want to run there right now
It’s so dark I can’t see a thing, but it’s OK to be scared
Even now, the countless stars in the sky are here
I won’t cry; this is the beautiful sky I looked at with you

The sound of your shoes that echoed as far as that street, still reamins in my ears
You’re thinking of it too, aren’t you, as you look at your huge shadow
You’d think I wouldn’t care at all, but a huge pain swells up
No matter how much I think of you, you’re gone

I want to go and be by your side, I may be small, I may be small
But I love you more than anything, and it makes me strong
I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star
But I won’t cry, I’m sure it’ll reach that beautiful sky

Even if I can’t see you, I want to trace back over our memories and feel that same happiness
The fireworks burst open, with that scent

I want to go to where you are, and take your little hand
I want to cry, this is, this is, that beautiful sky
I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star
But I want to cry, I’ll send the love that won’t reach you into this sky…

185.

2011-12-05T01:01:00.002+08:00

What am i alive for? I really wonder. I'm so curious.

我不明白

184.

2011-11-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

Whenever i think too hard,

I feel like dyinggggg.

183. I'm not okay.

2011-11-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

How to be happy? I totally forgotten how..
I thought to myself, how am i suppose to be happy? Shall i google for some methods?
Then i think again, no, it won't work. They will most probably ask me think about happy happenings, or read some funny jokes and videos.
But i don't think it will work.
Seriously, nothing seems to be able to cheer me up now.
Even my favourite music.
I thought it would make me feel better, but then, i'm wrong.
Somehow i feel like turning it off.
So much unhappiness happened this year, 2011.
It's just not my year.
I can't wait for 2012.
Somehow, i hope that the world will end.
Hence can put an end to my torture.
Hopefully good things happen in 2012.
I kinda lost all my hope in life, goals, dreams, i doesn't seems to be getting nearer to it as i grew.
Instead, it became further than where it was initially.
I thought that growing up allows me to do what i want, i gets more freedom, more decisions to make on my own.
But now, i don't feel that all these are good things.
I just kind of wish that i'll never wake up the next morning.
Every night, before i sleep, i thought to myself, "Hopefully, i don't get to wake up." or "Tomorrow will be better."
But time seems to prove me wrong every time.
I really feel like dying, even though my life may seem much better than those people who are way more unlucky than me.
YET, i have no choice but to think so negatively.
Somehow, i don't know how to be happy anymore.
Every day, I'm just living it for the sake of living.
Living life aimlessly, going to work as it's part of my studies, for the sake of my grades.
The grades that makes me feel so down.
The grades that makes my life miserable.
The grades that adds on to my problems in life.
I just can't wait to graduate, and pick up something that's more specific to what i really want.
But money is another issue.
When will i have peace in life.
Recently, even when there's no noise or physical disturbance, i don't feel at ease, nor peace.
Just so tired of everything, tired of life.
Sometimes i thought to myself, how old am i going to live?
I even wonder if i'll pass 21.
Probably i will die young as that's what happening to the society now.
Stress is killing people.
Seriously, i don't know what's my objective in life.
Very vex now. Bye, may good day(s) come soon.

182. CTRL + "+" to read. :)

2011-11-28T22:18:00.006+08:00

"說真的，我也想假裝看不見你，假裝不認識你，為什麼，為什麼，你要一次次的在我面前出現，卻從不正眼望我，為什麼，我快要忘記你的時候，你卻來煩著我，當我重燃希望的時候，你卻變得愛理不理。你讓我變得幼稚了，你讓我變得每天都重複着等你看我的動作，為什麼？你不是喜歡我嗎？如果你是真的喜歡我，請不要再假裝冷漠了，請你告訴我，你愛我。如果你不愛我，請不要給我希望，讓我能忘掉你。
你究竟想我怎麼樣。"

Quoted from forget9220

那些年 lyrics

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
轉載來自
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

I don't know who am i, i kind of lost myself.
Am i a villian? or not-so-much-of-a-villian?
haiz. why did such question pop up suddenly to vex myself even more when there's already so many things to trouble about?

Hate the sudden surge of emotions that is bringing me down.

Seems to lost the meaning of life, finding life is meaningless.

Oh dear, i need some goals, meaning, etc to make my life goes on.

I don't wanna waste my life.....

fml luh.

明明活的很好却感觉快死掉

181. In Heaven

2011-11-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

180. What a short weekend :(

2011-11-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

179. PUSS IN BOOTS HEARTS

2011-11-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

A REALLY CUTE MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D:D HAHA.
FUNNY & NICE. XD
OH! & I WANNA WATCH JOURNEY 2 TOO XD NICE FANTASY~ :)
NEXT MOVIE TO WATCH: ALREADY FAMOUS!!! ARGH.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH CIAO :D

178. Hey look, it's FRIDAY!

2011-11-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

YAY FINALLY IT'S FRIDAY~
BUT............ i only got to relax at around...8 9 plus? :(
so little time, after working for so many days~

Don't know why, but this week seems to be passing very, very, very, VERY slowly.
Glad my weekends finally arrived!
Finally i'm not working this weekend. can sleep til noon, the nua at home.
Eh no, i needa study T_T
Japanese Language Proficiency Test next Sunday!!! ohmeigawd...
Hopefully it will work out fine! :)

So many things i wanna complain about, but i decide to keep it with me, safe.
must follow the following rules ;)

& oh yeah. like i've said, 2 weddings this week! :)
Photos..... but, im really disappointed, with myself!
Go wedding dinner, but didnt take any pictures of the brides/grooms!! AHH .
Damn regret............ but............
nevermind, pictures of me then. LOL D:

Monday's wedding~ Sally & Norman :)
With my previous colleagues ^-^

Thursday's wedding~ Hwee Wen & Ee Jun :)
More photos taken but not uploaded yet! & not with me :(
so. yeah, picture in the toilet. :/ Upload again next time! :p

Woo, now blogger so good, can copy paste images ;) no need to wait for "uploading........" :)
&& This is awesome :)
Every time i listen to this song, i will picture the dance!!!
The dance matches the song so much :)

177. You can, I can :)

2011-11-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

Walking in the drizzle

Hello :)

Woohoo! just sang karaoke with my sis @ home
Super glad my voice is kinda back?! Been on a out-of-tune-girly voice recently due to sore throat! haha!
This is the 4th day i'm having flu cough & sore throat, and i only went to see doctor yesterday.
Super upset at myself for not taking 2 day mc since im sick this morning too! :(
But pretty fine now :) Probably because i've successfully passed the virus to my sister ^^

Hope tomorrow will feel better!! :D

Oh man, i can't wait to graduate~ as in end all the school stuffs!!! so i can go for a getaway~!!!
PLEASE. :(

lalala anyway! i want to watch Puss in the boots!!!!!! :( SO SAD.

this is YoYo :)

176. Picture of You

2011-11-18T23:10:00.001+08:00

I feel so lost, so incomplete
I feel so empty inside
Cant get you off my mind
And Ive got no place to hide
And I wish you were here
You would somehow make things right
Just by being yourself
With your laughter so bright

And I love you
Just like a fool, I know
And now that youre gone, Im all alone
Would you save me?

And now, all I see is a picture of you
I dont know what to do anymore
Ill wait for you, no matter how long
I will not change my mind
All I need is you by my side
And even if your scent fades away
I know somehow that you're
More than the air I breathe

Oh oooh

Every day that goes by
My heart breaks a little more
Will you come back in time?
Cant you hear who I long for?
And what youre doing to me
I find it so hard to believe
And the tears that come each night
Are friends who help me grieve

So I made a vow to myself
I believe that day will surely come
One day youll be mine, mine, mine, mine
Please be mine

And now, all I see is a picture of you (2nd time echo: And now // Oh, got a picture of you)
I dont know what to do anymore
Ill wait for you, no matter how long
I will not change my mind
All I need is you by my side
And even if your scent fades away
I know somehow that youreMore than the air I breathe

Everything may change
But my love for you will stay true
Let me just show you
Just how much you mean to me, love
I love you
My heart still says
The one I meant to be with forever
Is you

Oh why, why did you have to leave me behind? (echo: why // have to leave me behind)
Why cant you give me just one more chance? (echo: just one more chance)
I promise you now and forever
Youre the only one I love
Baby, please come back to me
Dont tell me this wasnt meant to be
If you could only see
The pain that Ive tried to erase

And now, all I see is a picture of you
I dont know what to do anymore (Oh yeah)
Ill wait for you, no matter how long
I will not change my mind
What itd mean to see you smile
And rekindle our love once again
Keep me alive cause youre
More than the air I breathe

175. I'm-failing-day~

2011-11-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

TODAY: HEAD, BACK, STOMACH & THROAT PAIN!!! :(
ARGH :(
not sure if it's because of me feasting yesterday? or is it the raindrops that fell on me :/
-whatever- T_T

Yesterday bought an iPhone USB charger YET it's as good as my spoiled one! SO LUCKY. =.=

Shall go do my work now :( HOPEFULLY i won't end up sleeping!!! T_T
bye peeps :)

174.那些年错過的爱情好想告诉你告诉你我沒有忘记!

2011-11-14T00:28:00.001+08:00

Went to watch "You are the apple of my eyes/那些年，我們一起追的女孩" with Wendy :)
We wanted to watch 420pm's show. Trying to buy the ticket 1 hours ago but only left with 2 front row seats!!
Damn scary. So we watch 640's show instead. Still, 1/2 of the theater got booked!
I think the whole theater was full! really hard to leave the place when the show ended.
And so many people laughed together haha! really love this kind of feeling.
Been so long since i've been to a movie with so many audience!! The theater was big too! IMAGINE.
omg, i don't know why this happen. x.x is it because the shows i watch usually is unpopular or what? :O
Many cried too, i know! :p
Kinda nice show! except for those sensitive parts!! =.=
If i were to watch this at home, i will most probably off it halfway. LOL.

The OST's lyrics was damn meaningful, kinda speak out for many who experienced this kind of 'love' before.
DAMN TRUE. Made me feel like falling in love, but when came back to the cruel reality...haiz -hopeless- like totally. :/

OKAY...
Before that we went to eat Nihon Mura~ :D Ate so much today heehee
Ordered 3 plates of salmon sashimi :) 15 pieces, DAMN THICK LUH. shiok!
Then we went shopping while waiting for our show to start :)

Sigh,
My weekends seems to have been reduced to 1 day only! T_T
Lucky next weekend not working :) Meeting Wendy next weekend again!! HAHA.
I think we are the besties of bestie already!

sian sia, havent buy wedding gift for my ex-colleague's wedding!! :(
Dont know what to buy~ first time i have to trouble this kind of thing!
Usually is my mom who gonna trouble about it... hehe :p
Next week got 2 wedding in a week!!! SO HAPPY :)
I love attending wedding dinner ^-^ ESP at HOTELS :)
AWESOME FOOD PLEASE~~ HEHE

TOMORROW gonna resume the cycle again~ :( ganbatte.
and right now! i needa do my translation for my essay :(
Bye~

Followings are photos took today :)

Finally succeed in taking polaroid photos! :D

173. Just that i woke up..

2011-11-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

For what do i care so much, when doesnt seems to be anything to u.

172. Oh it's weekdays again~

2011-11-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

MISS AHPAT :( so long no see him alr T_T thanks to my work .

Today went work -- nothing much to say, as usual + i can't say much abt it, it's forbidden. haha

Then went to JLPT class :)
Lesson was rly heavy! information overloaded x.x
After that went to Bukit Timah plaza to have KFC, so fat!
Have been eating supper for 4 consecutive nights :( I can feel my double chin! *it means fortunate too :p HAHA ~self consolation~ =.=

hai
only have tomorrow night to translate my english essay to japanese Ohmygawd. :/
have been yawning today, so tired luh

Oh & last Sunday went to watch TinTin with my sister & bro :D
Just realise i read/watched that episode on comic/ youtube alr! But it's still awesome!!!
TinTin so handsome, Snowy so smart, Thomson & Thompson still as dumb, but funny. ^^v
what shall be the next movie lehhhhh~~ XD how i wish i can enjoy myself everyday~ wishful thoughts.

Anyway, just now played VIWAWA with my bro, wahahah super funny.
Cause he can take my horse, yet it took him 3 turns to realise that! :p

lalala hopefully im sleeping soon uh, kinda tired. Hope im not being hooked up to anything at this hour and delay my bedtime!!! (ahh i miss bedtime stories -- in another word, Fairytales. :( )

ciao~
おやすみなさい～

i need to take my life more seriously!

171. 倒带Rewind

2011-11-08T01:10:00.003+08:00

我在幸福的门外却一直都进不來你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀, 我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏　已经碎成太多塊要怎么拼凑跟重来

let me know if you actually care.

170. Yesterday, with bestie :)

2011-11-05T23:41:00.001+08:00

Shopping with wendy~~

then we went Starbucks.

So broke le! spend til my pouch don't even have a cent! LOL.

Gonna get back to my Youtube moooood. bye :)

Super not obvious blue eyes.~~~

fyi, only edited background! causeit'stoougly.

169. Oh I'm So Tired~

2011-11-04T00:24:00.001+08:00

Oh mannnnnnnnnn i'm so tired, but im not sleeping yet.......

mon-thurs is so tiring! because i have to complete homework for Tuesday's JLPT class, then Wednesday need to do Jap class homework=.= Tues & Thurs go home late, Monday meet friends, tomorrow meeting Wendy after work :D

Weee so happy, tomorrow end work at 4! cause the company have their own D&D at RWS!!! so gooood.

lalalala~~ :D

Hai, havent apply for my leave yet! next next week gonna get busy attending weddings!!! haha.

First time attending a wedding dinner on my own, without my family :o excited sia! :D

Wonder when my online orders coming! >.< maybe next week or so :/

Oh yeah, just for my own memories- last week worked 12.5 days!! D: crazy shet, tired like hell. x.x
during the 12.5th day, most of my colleagues say i look very tired!!! & they think that i work abit only jiu tired=.= but the fact is i have been working for 12 consecutive days! D: hai whatever luhhhhhh.

Sat working again!!! rah, shld have put on Sunday! DOUBLE PAY! T_T
SADLIFE. AHHH nevermind uh. :( can rest @ home. :)

Watched REAL STEEL last few days ago! haha kinda forget when!!! :( Memory have been depleting like don't-know-what! :(
OK BACK TO THE TOPIC - Real steel
DAKOTA IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! AWESOME. :)
AWESOME PEOPLE INSIDE & AWESOME SHOW!!!! WOO.

168. Only you sad, im not?

2011-09-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hai. what have life became.. i'm so sick of it.
On the surface, it seems great, wonderful.
but internally, it sucks.

ridiculous is just the only word for it.
you said you're disappointed, but you don't understand how i feel and the stress i'm facing from all circumstances.
I thought that you can understand me, but seems like i'm wrong.

I really feel like breaking down and raising the white flag to life.
Quickly send me to heaven please, don't wanna live anymore.
Nothing really wonderful here, except those fantasy people came out with.
It's just a mere sketch of life people wishes it could be, but in reality, it wasn't, isn't it?
Can any kind soul prove me wrong?
It's so freaking tired.

我好累。

My tweets to you:-
Don't give me words, just give me a bang.
yes, everything is me, my fault. Just don't talk to me for the rest of your life. I'm good at being left alone, treat me as air please.

167. Protect the Boss

2011-09-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

have been watching this recently. haahaha kinda funny, and the way they are courting the girls are just so sweet and funny! :p Watched this because of Jaejoong, thought he's the main lead......... but he is the 2nd main lead x.x BUT THE SHOW IS NiCE :D so will watch til the end ;) hehehe

Well, hardly maple this week. cause internship is quite busy uh............ so stressful, thinking about the assignments that need to be completed. :( damn sad.

what if one day, i breakdown?
what if one day, i went crazy?
will i still survive? will someone save me?
perhaps i should have died long time ago.. sigh.

166. Holiday = slack ^^

2011-09-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEE

1st Sept
Discussed about Taiwan trip with peeps this afternoon @ my house! ^^ HEHE
We are like so excited! cant wait to fly there :P

After planning for like 2 hour, we played mahjong. LOl
the mahjong like so long never used alr=.= scary.

then we stopped mahjong, continue to discuss..
and then played monopoly deal with my bro and susan x.x
HAHA . OOPS. then discuss again.
After that they leave, at 5.

I continued mapling~ hahah.

HAHA my char so cute right. :p ACT CUTE/WHATEVER U WANNA CALL IDC. :p

ahhhhhhhhh wanna play puzzle :(
need a board. and lazy uh, like no time x.x lOl.

yesterday went to register for JLPT with huishan and junkai.
LOl. super short la. lunch time took more time than registering XD
Oh ya, took passport sized photo there. took 8 pieces-.- only used 2.
wonder what should i do with the rest.
haha anyone need that for some dart games? ;p

after that, i went to meet wendy & xuan wei @ illuma.
then we went to Scape, thinking about going to the WII
but we changed our mind. went to walk around, and ate korean food. HAHA.
not bad uh. hahah.

Then saw Tangjie huixin and sheemin hahahaa so coincident.
After that went home lo~ :) continued mapling again~ LOL im sucha nolifer :p

okay.
30th, i went to work, whole day. one word, sian.

29th. Went to visit my final year project's client as stated previously :) showed her the thing we did for her company.
After that went to slack with my project mates. hahaha Bought monopoly deal. & played @ starbucks haha.
then mapling again~ hahah :p

28th.
Went Jiaen house to watch Insidious with Cat. HAHA. Short but fun :)
quite nice show. haha not much of a horror though :)

27th. Met up with Cherilyn. haha went to eat at graffiti cafe. then went to find Wendy at her base. HAHA.
chitchat, played dai di. then went home :)

------------------------
that's all for my current holidays!
NO, I DONT HAVE POWER MEMORY.
It's in my schedule book. HEHE

Meeting xieqinqin tomorrow! :D long time no see sia. hehe.

so reluctant to work! urgh. sunday have one more shift. sian.
ciao.

165. You've finally come!

2011-08-30T01:04:00.003+08:00

YAY . so happy. today bought monopoly deal :D
like FINALLY.

Have been wanting to buy! but so ex, for a card game. :(
haha. but still, i bought it! x)

Then played with ex-project mates after meeting project client hehee.
She (client) treated us dinner :)
so funny, there's so many main course la.
Fried rice, kway teow, and fried mee.
Even more than a buffet. hahaha!
but well, fed us well! all of us were bloated!

SIAN...... why did i put work tomorrow :(
Damn sian about it.
the thought of it kills.
new environment + colleagues. x.x
hopefully they're nice....................... yea.
Moreover, it has been a LONG time since i last worked=.=
hope they will be kind to me.
haiz.

Damn tired. but i so dont feel like sleeping.
i wanna relax! ah.
Love & Hate going out.
It's fun & tired at the same time~~ bababa.
weirdo, i know. :(

My mum already saying me keep going out, when my holiday just started 3 days ago.
& the next 6 days, im going out too.
CONFIRM GET SOME NAGS/TALKS FROM HER..................... & my bank will be burnt. :(

& yeah, i m so going shopping this weekend! haha, need formal pants....... i dont wanna wear skirts for 5 days a week! hehe.

Alright, ciao.
shall think of what to do next :)

Btw, this song of Rainie is damn nice :D
Love her songs ^^ i respect her a lot, cause she ain't like some other singer who uses their skin to promote their songs. yeah, will keep rooting for her! :)

164. The end :)

2011-08-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yay. today just finished my exams~
and i will be exam-free for the rest of my poly life!!!! :D HOPEFULLY I GUESS!!!x.x

Today's paper... quite okay. hahaha wrote alot .
as if i just finished playing for a concert - exaggerating but true!
In a good way actually. :p

HOPEFULLY, My instinct for this paper is right... x.x
seriously hope i can do well overall :(

ahhh so happy. today after exams come home play play play.
played maple, aion, then maple again. like a nolifer niaaa.

after today don't think will have much time to do this. x.x

MEETUPS coming~ WOO .
After 1 week my internship start! :)
Hope it's way better than school please!!!!
WHeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
okay, im damn sian now. dont know what to do.
maybe later watch some drama~~ hehehehe wooo so carefreee! XD
FWEEDAM. :D

Ciao~`

i got an instinct that in future, when i read this post, i will be laughing at myself being so lame. :p LALAWHOCARES :)

163. the last lap

2011-08-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

supposed to be studying. but really sian. -.-
something bite my leg, and i was thinking to hope it bite me to death.
dno what the heck is going on.

then just now, atmosphere was high.
was acting like a crazy woman, laughing out loud, shouting around.
laughed so hard, that i could feel a sudden urge to cry, painfully.
but, i held back. thank god it didn't roll down, cause my mum was in front of me and my sis was in the bathroom joking.

argh, this period is always the hardest to pass.
can't wait for it to be over and welcome my freedom.
really hate studying for exams with the need to MEMORISE stuffs and copy paste on the sheet of paper.
So, examination is about testing our memory skills? instead of applying, or making sure we really learnt it?
does being able to memorise stuffs and paste it on that piece of paper equivalent to WE KNOW IT HARD?
seriously, i don't think so. cause i usually forget about it after exams.
If only they can come out with a better way for us to really practice what we learn, so that we'll know it without the need of "memorising it just for the sake of exams".
perhaps it's just my perceptions. but that's what most of us think, unfortunately.
fyi, im not a robot but ae human.

Crap this. bye to face reality with thousands knives stabbing me mentally.

How to be happy?

2011-07-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

How to be confident when whenever i am, things turn out otherwise.

161. Wonder when will i get to see that real charming dude again x)

2011-06-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

but i guess i won't be able to recognize him x.x

160. 1 down.

2011-06-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

but i don't feel good.

Damn sick like a patient.:(
fever, sorethroat, cough, flu.

made careless mistakes for test also. haiz.

so much regrets, but i can only get over it.

yay, hopefully going overseas during hol ;)
though it will be a busy holiday :(
guess even if im at overseas, my mind is still thinking abt project work x.x

today is madness man.
i went to school for CT, came back, took a nap.
then when i wake up, i see 3pm on my watch, i jumped up and keep saying 'oh my gawd' 'i missed my exam!! how!' .......
until my bro say 'i thought u this morning went alr?'
then i realise i didnt miss :(

hai.
阴影..

haiz. hope things will get better!! argh. bye

159. why am i always the one worrying? sigh

2011-05-31T22:48:00.001+08:00

158.

2011-05-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

Yo.
Nice slacking ytd and today! ^^
Tomorrow shall go back to working-like-a-bull days! :(

Went out with Jess today!:)
Actually planned what to do (watch movie, dine) today, but my mom dropped an empty bomb down :(
My cousin's child full month today, and i only know about it today.
and thought that won't be able to catch that movie with jess, so we didnt went for movie.
wanted to watch earlier Fast&Furious 5, but it's full!
Went to eat @ strictly pancakes. :)
stuffs there wasn't bad, but shokudo is better! KAKA :p
then end up didnt go my cousin there coz it's rly gonna be for a short while if i go? probably too late alr.
so wanted to catch the 4pm show, but it's fully booked! wth.
so we went to orchard, get jess' stuffs and met/talk to Cherilyn & Zhijun for a while.

After that, went to flea market, and OH well, started to spend money on shopping again! x.x
Wanted to eat SHOKUDO today, but didnt.~ cos we were at Far east plaza shopping (Spend moneys again!:() haha
But going budget wasn't a bad thing!!!
I got to taste a super nice Thai food!!! AHH. love it, keep praising it that Jess ask me if i wanna be their spokesperson. LOL :X damn nice larh~ hehe .

Outside Strictly pancakes :)

Waited for so long & we got the Sofa seats!:D

Then came home at 10?! LOl.
Time seriously fly like nobardy's business when you're enjoying yourself! :(
I only realise time is ticking when it's 9PM. :(

yep, came back, send my friend my tutorial and went to bath.
& played maple! :)
kakaka, seriously, go in to level up only!:p
haha!
nice glitch though! :X so many summons x)

Love my TooT :D

LALA CIAO

157. It's okay to have nobody, 'cause i'm born this way.

2011-05-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

Things starting to appear to be fake.

body seems to become weaker.

no more wonderful life.

lived in vain.

156. But i've stopped..

2011-05-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

:) just cleaned my laptop :D finally not so dusty le HOHO
Thanks to Helen leading me to Daiso. ;p
hahaha.

Everyday is simply Sian-ness, with projects assignments tutorials filling up my days.
can't wait for this sem to finish~~ :(

Fighting!

155. We are still HUMAN, fyi.

2011-05-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

Year 3 sucks. faster end please.
if not, i'll be admitting to IMH, or SGH soon.

154. Faster please.

2011-05-08T03:11:00.000+08:00

~~~ ahhhhhhhhhhh can't wait for everything in poly to end!!!:( APR2012,I'MANTICIPATINGYOU!:)

:(

everything is so stressful! :(
and i just realised i chose the wrong course until now. :(
Demoralise me even more.

anyway, went out to celebrate Shiqi's belated :)

Hehe
some pics (mostly neoprints - only these are in my phone x.x lazy go fb download)
Went to orchard, somerset and bugis:)
walk until our legs gonna break alr!! LOL
felt so auntie la, holding so many recycle bags (shopping bag). :/

Spent almost $100 bucks today x.x
hope my mum won't nag @ me :(

MIKI (Shugo Chara) Egg made by Wendy for me! hahaha :D

How sweet of her :p how i wish it's real. :( as in there's really a guardian character in it, to be my guardian angel, then i won't be this lonely, and keeping things to myself. sigh.

-dilemmas-

so many election stuffs going on on tweeter and facebook! lol.

Find it interesting & noisy at the same time=.= lol.

though i'm one of them too LOL.

don't wanna think too much about it.. all i hope is they do the country well, that's all.

haiz

omg. i wanna sleep siah. but i can't. work undone.

hope i won't get naggings from my mum.

sigh.

3.10am now. not many time left. sigh.

got to go~ bye.

153. Stress like a max only:)

2011-05-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz. So many assignments, one after another.
Can me stop procrastinating?
Can you stop treating us like robots?

We are students, not superhuman.
Damn tired.
So much work that it makes me lose motivation most of the times.

arg. 3rd year. gotta give my all and say goodbye to all these...

Faster pass please!!! :(

Hai. byee

Vexed whole day.

152. Secondary school friends (Y)

2011-04-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Yo. havent been updating!! :(
Busygirl92!:p

SO happy, to get to meet secondary school friends. :)

Today met with helen!!:D:D

ahhahahaha ulterior motive: Eat Fillet! HAHAHAH joking!!!!

So long didnt see this girl alr!! hahah meet up talk crap also Shuang! :p haha!

Went mac eat, slack, play games and camwhore :O

1 sian girl + 1 stress girl :( haha!

& my coolcool evisu jeans' pocket! hahahah :D

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Then, previously met up with Cheryl, Roy, Samantha & Ms Lian :)

Jiaen mc were there too hahaha

Went to eat SAKAE WOOO. finally, i see the old sakae services & food again!

Rah rly pissed by the 3 previous visits to Sakae before that day.

Service slow. :(

The one & only pic we took together! HAHAHAHAH

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ARG BOO TO SCHOOL T_T

Treat yr 3 students like robot!

arg but i gonna defeat this damn fate!!!!

Jiayou!... to become no-lifer! D:

Tmr morning still got interview for a company.

And stacks of assignments alr waiting for me to complete!!

wodetianahhh~~~~

Hai. All i can do is finish this pile of stressful stuffs and get over it!!!!

AHH.

Yep, ciao! T_T

151. Weekdays is always sleepy

2011-04-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

Yo! it's MONDAY again :(
sad.

I feel like dying when the thought of "going to school" occurs. :(
School is rly boring now.
Everyday i have to think what kind of day will it be?

Today, whole day felt so sleepy, plus slight headache-.-
rly feel like dying.
when i came home, i KO-ed on the floor.
slept for 2 hrs and went to bath :o
and now i feel sleepy already :(

what a pig!

Another thing is i can't figure out what work/assignment do i have! :O
Damn scared i miss out something :(
sad.

Haiz, feel like eating so much stufffffffffffs!!
but every time i want to eat something, i have to think of so many factors :(
sad life.

haha FB so fun; Inbox me a number and i'll say what i think about you! :D

Okay uh, go alr!!
Probably going slp now!! :D bye!

150. My ambition (:

2011-04-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

-princess diaries
haha sometimes, me too. :)

Busy school days, so i've kind of stopped working. :/

It's great to have my weekends feel like weekends again!
can do my work proper, without rush. (hopefully it's for long-term)

My ambition..... is still a question mark actually.
I just hope i can get a job that i really like, the one which even when i'm tired, i enjoy doing.
But does it exist? :o

it's always nice to know that you've made the things someone dislike to like :D
Just like how my sis used to hate the song 太烦恼 & 黑色月亮 by Rainie Yang, and now, she's singing it! LOL :D

hehhehehe. shall continue my japanese homework!! ahh have been procrastinating!!! D:
jiayousssssss~ ciao! :D

149. Happy Birthday Cherilyn!:D

2011-04-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

Went to Cherilyn's house to surprise her with Wendy, Shiqi, Xuanwei :)

A surprise planned by Cherilyn's boyfriend :)

After that we went for some chill out @ McDonalds! :)

Chitchating~ Eat~ Camwhore. :)

until 11pm+ then we go home :)

Pictures ahead! Ciao- gotta carry on with my jap homework :)

Wendy & SQ

XW & me

our eyes :p

us :)

148. 2 hours of school :D

2011-04-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

snapped from tumblr- jasvina-serendipity

great day too, cause only 2 hr of school today ^^
went to submit my bursary stuffs and asked a lot of qns, and yeah, have to come back get the missing documents from my siblings.
2hr, yet tiring~ ahhh dno why. maybe old le. :/

Im so smart today! lock my own phone inside my mum's room T_T
don't know what time can i see my phone. x.x

Watching Cinderella story again :D
thought i never watch before, but when i see the scenes, like i seen before (:
Sudden crave for fairytales! ah.
reality really sucks. even the girl in the show think so :(
haiz.

Please add some color in my life pls~ x.x

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Oh yeah, ytd went to meet with wendy :)

went to eat at Manhattan Fish Market.

Argh our bill was $33, and 2/3 was mine =_=

Thanks myself for making the wrong choice.

the beverage not nice one=.=

(The alignment is pissing me off- can't be bothered alr. x.x)

the minty lemon drink (For me & Wendy, not nice leh :/)

Wendy (:

Our Grilled platter!:D

The Seafood Chowder which taste similarly to minestrone to me LOL:X

Ciao!

147. Day without school is always the best now!

2011-04-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

Click on it :) It's a moving object ^^

Yeah. HAHA love the "first week of school, there will be no tutorial/workshop" :D
hence i got no school today!:D

Completed 2 of my tutorials, and left with 1 because teacher haven't upload the tutorial work yet! :)

But i still have many things to do -.-
like my Japanese holiday homework and bursary stuffs!

Feel kinda free this week, but.. i think hell is coming!
cause almost every module have projects!!! D:
i have 9 including japanese. so around 6+ projects coming? :/
sigh. sad.

alright, shall continue doing my jap homework!
Arg i feel like drink freshly brewed bubble tea like koi,gongcha,eskimo and super bubble tea!D: sadded
& i feel like eating FILLET for lunch again!! =_=

FOOD is the best thing on Earth :D

okay bye~ :)

LIFE, please kindly make me discover the wonder of yours, i'm losing hope..

146. I rly hate school!!!

2011-04-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

year 3 already!!!!! like FINALLY.

Faster pass please! i want to graduate, the day i've been anticipating since first day of my poly life.

HOW SAD RIGHT? LOL!.

lalallalala forget it. seriously i can feel myself like a walking zombie! -_-
i feel like putting on my ear piece in school all the time
ignore the world. LOL.

Hope my 3rd yr life will be better pls. -.-
so sian siah. LOL.

Let me graduate fast pls!! lOl .

OHHH. Jiaen, jess & cherilyn rly made my day today!
HAHA. cause i met them today :D

WOO & finally i get to eat my FILLET O FISH! LOVE IT. :D HAHA
SATISFACTORY! MAMAMI-A! :D

ALRIGHT,
ciao.

TIRED MAX. BUT YEAH, TMR NO SCHOOL! LOVE IT!

145. First day of school

2011-04-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm like a dead zombie!

Hai. All the people whom i'm closer to are all on INTERNSHIP!!! :(

while the other few whom i'm closer to, i can hardly see them T_T

I'm such a loner today can?? LOL.

go everywhere alone... but somehow i enjoy it, idk why!!! omg

perhaps i'm a born-loner :(

Hope can have nice project mates like last time :(

damn scared~~~

wonder how am i going to survive this for 6 mths!!!! ahhh .

i have to depend all by myself!! yet i'm not being alert.

i'm like a soul-less wanderer. :(

walking aimlessly. go in and out of library umpteen times. -.-

boring days without my usual khakis :(

But,

okay uh, this is just like the feeling of my 1st day of year 1! hahaha.

nvm, it's a new beginning. need to make new friends....(hopefully i can! though i'm not v confident of that...)

ah, that's life. what to do?!

go alr. bye :)

144. Last day of freedom.

2011-04-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

Went to Yishun SAFRA to have fun :D

together with my sisters, brother, and my big sis' bf :D

Quoting myself:

"Abseiling is fun!:D never forget. Rock climbing is good, gave me muscles ache today! :D Canopy walk is.. scary, but i never regret trying!:D"

so here's the pictures.... YES, pictures, on my blog! Like finally!

after Wendy told me my blog is full of words XD

After everything, we went to eat Xinwang instead of FILLET-O-FISH D:

cause some of them sick T_T so disappointed. :(

but oh well, xinwang wasn't bad too :) hehe.

Alright, shall let pictures do the rest, and im off to do my schoolwork! :D

BTW this is a delayed post :( wanted to post that day but can't mass upload pictures :(

:D

Seriously hope 2011 will change for better T_T
hasn't be kind to me. :(

143. II

2011-04-16T21:56:00.001+08:00

My current Addicts :D

Endless love 爱无限

“我们深信在红线的另一端住着一个命中注定的爱情”

AHhh. damn touching and sad show. :(

cried many times since episode 1.

Dno why, perhaps emotional that time HAHA.

Arg. 10 more episodes to go! (25)

and school is starting...............

this is bad man.............. haha.

hope school will be fine :(

with me having so many different classes! T_T

GYM Bless me pwes!

Alright ciao! gotta continue with my viwawa/funshion :D

142. continued

2011-04-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Post counts continue from http://rewindreplaylofe.blogspot.com.

Finally done with this after distracted by Tumblr. HAHA.

but it's still on!

http://notaswhatyouthought.tumblr.com (:

Whole day slacked at home! shiok!

Supposedly going Snow city & science centre today. but lazy to go out~

Holiday ending soooooooooooon! Library gonna be my second home woohoo!

Gonna love it uh~! D:

Day spent with Viwawa and Funshion today! :D

NAISE. BYE!

141. New beginning.

2011-04-11T02:12:00.001+08:00

Yello! :D